By His Grace

Today is my birthday.

I'm not one who makes a big deal about my birthday and honestly I usually forget about my birthday when it is coming up. As I reflect back to a year ago today I would have never guessed that now, a year later, I would be a woman who feels the scorn and grief of losing a baby.

I am actually doing a good job of staying positive this month and year(well, so far...considering we are only into the 7th day of this month and year). I feel like with my personal life (wanting to get pregnant), I am remaining very positive and hopeful. I don't know if part of it is because that I've been doing an outstanding job with working out and for the most part eating but whatever it is I feel great.

Maybe this is my month. Maybe this is my year. Maybe a year from today I will be celebrating my birthday with not only my husband but with also my baby. I can only hope that dream comes true this year.