Welcome 2010.
I started my 4th round of Clomid 3 days ago. The dosage is doubled (thank goodness) so it's really funny getting used to this new dosage (I only take it for 5 days out of the month). With the last dosage it would make me sometimes very hyper yet out of it all at the same time. This dosage just makes me very out of it, relaxed, and tired. That's okay, though...I'll take those side effects any day.
My very precious niece just turned a year old 2 days ago. I cannot believe she is a year old already. My niece has definitely brought an enormous joy to my life and honestly spending time holding her and playing with has helped somewhat with dealing with the grief of my miscarriage. I love M (my niece) more than words can describe. I enjoy watching her frequently and helping her learn and grow. I do admit that sometimes if I am rocking her to sleep whether it's for a nap or for the night or if she falls asleep on me while watching Barney, I sometimes get tears in my eyes which at times lead to tears down my cheeks. I always look at her and wonder if one day I will be blessed with a child...or what will happen if I am not. Whenever I start to think this way I just hug M close and sing to her.
I hope one day (soon) I will be singing my own child to sleep.
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