So I looked into how to deactivate this blog but then read that once you deactivate, you can only access it for three months until it disappears for good. I don't think I want this blog to disappear for good. From time to time I go back and read all of the posts and I just am always amazed at how far I've come and how much I have changed. I didn't realize deactivation meant deletion.
I'm still trying to decide if I can hold back from writing about any matches, etc. I really think at this point I can. In fact, I know I can. While I wish I could tell everyone of any matches once they happen, I know for my own sake and sanity I cannot. Over the past week or so I've learned to how to be very vague with people (for the most part at least). It's not that I'm lying to anyone...for those who really know me know that I can't lie worth a flip. I always smile really big and start laughing so that is why I am "too honest" (or so I'm told). No, I'm not brutally honest...I'm not mean at all when I'm being honest. I've just been told by family members that I am too honest. Anyway, being vague is challenging. Unfortunately I think I'm getting better and better at it, though I still don't like it.
For now I will keep this blog and post when I feel like posting. I'm not really sure what I will talk about but for now I will not deactivate this blog...I'm not ready for it to go away forever.
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