No News Update

I imagine that this blog is going to get pretty boring to read due to the fact that our son or daughter is not due until mid September. Since we still have over three and a half months to go I don't really have any interesting or exciting updates to share. Kyle and I will be traveling at the end of June to meet our birthmom so that will definitely be an exciting experience.

I still don't feel like a mother-to-be like I did with the two failed adoptions that occured earlier this year. I guess because I had a few weeks notice in both of those past situations. I learned of our current situation with still five months to go so I guess that is partly the reason I don't truly feel like I am a mother-to-be right now. Well, that and the whole guarded issue that I am still having. I'm sure once I meet our birthmom I will be more excited and will let my guard down. I'm sure I will start falling hard because that's what I do.

I am blessed to have such a great support system made up of family and friends. I got word of a possible situation the other week on a baby who is a few months old. It would have been a private, independent adoption costing hardly anything and we would have adopted that baby in addition to the baby due in the fall. Unfortunately, that did not work out but that is okay because I keep praying for God's will to be done in everything we do and experience. I really appreciate people around me looking out for me and always keeping their eyes and ears open on any possible situations for us...it really touches my heart!