Sometime this week I will probably write about our heartbreaking experience last week and how we had to walk away without signing any papers for that sweet, precious girl we affectionately called Caroline. I have a huge peace about it but I still get sad about it. I'm selfishly sad that she is not ours and that we cannot take care of her but I know her forever family is out there. There have been many inquiries about her since there are families out there who are financially equipped and ready to provide around the clock parental care for a baby with such severe and life threatening conditions.
I love her and miss her so much. I really feel like I have seen an angel if not the face of Jesus. That might sound silly but I fully believe it. Okay, I need to quit writing before I start sobbing before church! His love truly is deeper than our view of grace.
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